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I, sometimes (often ?), need to vent about personal stuff that are going through my mind. If i don't do it, it turns around, and around, and around in my head... and it bubble up inside... and when it finally comes out, i can be pretty ugly and violent ; toward myself. So letting these thoughts out, writing them down, is a way to prevent some bad shit from happening.

I am sorry to impose you my rants. It's the easiest way i found to put my mind at ease for a little while... before it happens again. lol
Don't pay real attention to it. I just need to let it out.
I’m guilty of this I call it lashing out
 
Most relationship I had on here have all just about ended the same I get hurt lash out they hurt from my lashing or just leave and if I try to make a point I get the bad end of their words . It my fault and they say I make them miserable. They did once think I was the most amazing beautiful person. I hate being the problem.
 
I have always thought that i should have been born mute. Still do. I don't like talking, it doesn't come naturally at all. I always need to make an effort to talk.
However, writing is effortless. I can express myself way better in writing. It's closer to my emotions.
 
I have always thought that i should have been born mute. Still do. I don't like talking, it doesn't come naturally at all. I always need to make an effort to talk.
However, writing is effortless. I can express myself way better in writing. It's closer to my emotions.
I’m much the same
I prefer writing to talking
I’m also shy which doesn’t help
I get tongue-tied when talking to a girl and I feel awkward with guys
 
I enjoy writing JUST as much as I enjoy talking ... except I honestly don't like the sound of my own voice and I like the choice of being able to edit my words when I write! But either way, my thoughts just come flying out at breakneck speed and I find it best to just let them flow without editing cause it's more ME!
 
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