Confession The Lingering Doubt

[AceMidnite]

I hope you don't mind me getting honest for a bit.

So, I usually live a normal life with normal people doing normal things, but sometimes... I feel a bit lonely and...I guess desperate...? I don't know...

I actually share a bedroom with one of my family members and when they head off to their job, I'm usually on my bed with the lights off, like right now, scanning through 18+ sites just to get me off.

But now, scanning through everything and relieving myself a couple of times, I never actually had a proper sexting session with someone that I actually cum from... I never found the right person to do it with. And, even then, I don't like doing video calls or just calls in general because I don't want to expose myself.

Also, I don't have an app that would be safe enough for any long term sexting buddies. I tried downloading WhatsApp, but my mom like magically figured out I downloaded it and forced me to delete it. Snapchat might work, but I think she recognized it too, so I deleted it for my safety. I have Signal, but that's on my phone, so that'll be WAY too risky.

So, I'm kinda just stuck in a wall. I want to have someone to sext with and make me live out some desires, but at the same time, I don't want to ruin my outward image on my family...

 

[Stanthropical]

Aren't you over 18?

 

[AceMidnite]

Aren't you over 18?

Yup. 19 and counting.

 

[Stanthropical]

There's zero reason for your parents to dictate your social activity, unless you need some special care or supervision as a result of a serious learning disability, or something.

 

[AceMidnite]

There's zero reason for your parents to dictate your social activity, unless you need some special care or supervision as a result of a serious learning disability, or something.

Well, I actually got scammed like weeks ago and they have to help me get my bank account back. And, even after that dust settles, they're going to be paying even more attention to what I do on the internet...at least on my phone because that's more important than my tablet.

 

[Stanthropical]

Do not send money TO ANY INDIVIDUAL ON INTERNET FOR ANY NON-COMMERCIAL SERVICES. It's always going to be a scam.

 

[AceMidnite]

Do not send money TO ANY INDIVIDUAL ON INTERNET FOR ANY NON-COMMERCIAL SERVICES. It's always going to be a scam.

Alright. I promise that I won't.