I know your pain nessa, you'll make it through, it may not be today or tomorrow, but one day you'll wake up, glance over your shoulder and realize you're on the other side.
Until that time, I wish you peace. *hugs*
Having a busy day at work. And eating cheese/onion buns, with extra cheese... And bacon. And somehow I would like a beer... but that will have to wait untill tomorrow.