Forgiveness isn't for them silly! It's for YOU, to not allow something/someone to have power over you. It sets you free. It's a daily thing sometimes for me. But if I can forgive my ex then just about anything is forgivable
Thread.... About 2.5-3 years ago. My husband at the time had severe sleep apnea, which is scary af sleeping next to them!! I had to put my hand on his chest to make sure he was still breathing every fucking night. So yeah, I felt his heart beat too, which I kept track of as well.