She takes her photos away before I get to see them 
She's a sensitive, caring and highly intelligent person, but always in a lot of pain. She aches for release from the pain, and escapes temporarily when she is baked, but it's not enough. She feels alone because of the suffering, and finds a bit of solace here with those that understand and love her for who she really is.
Oh, and she has a great figure and I want to go down on her. So there's that too.