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Finally got around to properly updating my about section for the first time in what feels like forever! Figured after being here so often, it was about time I added some actual detail instead of the bare bones version. Maybe you'll learn something new about me—or maybe you don't care, and that's cool too! xD

Hopefully it gives people decent idea of who I am. If not, feel free to reach out or find me in chat! ^^
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I say master but I don't want masters or owners or whatever right now, I still need time to get over the first one bro
the bpd suspicions are getting louder
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every time I mention that I remember that my master has it professionally diagnosed and I don't really know if I could too, and I think I'm being disrespectful towards him. So uhm
idk
my jealousy is also a bit unreasonable, and I want to slice my legs into a big gaping wound so I can distract myself ag least with that
I hate my messed up brain, sometimes I'm genuinely cute and sweet and other times I just want to put everyone to sleep, myself included. My bitterness and anger aren't things I like to joke with, they genuinely drive me crazy and make me want to blow my brains out
I tried to distract myself from the pain of knowing he doesn't want me around anymore with talking to other men but it doesn't work at all, I pretend I like it thinking I eventually will but I just feel worse and think things like "hmmm he wouldn't do that" or "he would respect this" he was the best owner EVER and I feel awful for being so fucking annoying
I don't care if you look at my body and can only think of me as a woman while knowing I'm not comfortable being one fuck you fuck you fuck you FUCK YOU. I hate gender and I hate people who want to make me be something I'm not
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