@SerenityScreamsXIII the fact you have said you need help is a postive first step. Maybe look into things. I believe you have what it takes to overcome anything with the right help and support.
Well I don't think you're dumb and addiction certainly doesn't make you dumb.
It's harder for some people it's all brain patterns and genes and everything inbetween
That's nice of you to say I'm not dumb..& I didn;t get bad high tonight it was how easy I was tonight for someone that has my braind going if you do this you'll better & forget you where well yeah & I want to try & stay together