I'm sorry to hear about the inattentive boyfriend. Relationships are supposed to grow closer with time. I hope you manage to solve this issue and find that spark to make it worthy again.
Heyyyy! Welcome Elle, I've only been here for a day but so far it's been a lot of fun, the people are great and fun to talk with, I'm sorry about your BF not paying attention to you, hopefully he will realize his mistake and soon