Humiliation isn't the kink. Being controlled is. Being used freely regardless of my embarrassment makes me feel like a toy and that is what turns me on.
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Once again I have to deny myself until a stranger gives me permission. If you would please be so kind, just comment that I do. Pretty please?
If I'm honest with myself, I realize I never really wanted respect in the first place.
Yes, I agreed to a costume party. But I didn't know I'd dress like a prisoner, complete with strip search and handcuffs.
I have to deny myself until I have permission from a stranger. Would appreciate someone giving me permission. Pretty please?
I was desperate, painfully close, and then I heard the terrible phrase: "Would you rather cum now, or would you rather please me?"
Crying is not a safe word.
I don't have permission to cum anymore. Not that I *wont* cum, just that I never have permission. So (1) they get to watch me struggle and hold back, (2) my orgasm is tainted because I know I'll be punished, and (3) they get to punish me after.
Lovely profile pic!
"Because I can". It's not for your pleasure you treat me like this, and it's certainly not for mine. It's just to prove that you can.
When I'm a bad girl I'm denied as punishment. When I'm a good girl I'm denied because obviously the punishments are working.
I have to deny an orgasm every day in a room with an open door. I haven't been caught yet, but that's how I will earn my next full orgasm.
It's not that I *never* get to cum. It's just that when I'm allowed, it's so brutal and humiliating I regret ever begging for it.
If I were zip tied to a chain link fence with scissors on the ground: would you use the scissors to free me? Or cut my clothes off?
Good girls do as they're told. Dirty girls enjoy it.
Tears are just pride leaving the soul.
I haven't had an orgasm since Sept 1st. Would someone please give me unconditional permission?
I may not enjoy it, but if it'll get you to love me I'll do it. -
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