BeautifulChaos0007

BeautifulChaos0007

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  • BeautifulChaos0007
    🎶 I've been wanderin' all alone...
    Laid my eyes upon you and I came undone.
    Would you marry me in the back 40,
    By the rusty truck and the maple tree,
    A country house and a family,
    we can have that beautiful life...
    I've been runnin' from the light,
    Only darkness 'til you came around...🎶
    BeautifulChaos0007
    You let me go a long time ago, and now I'm wondering...
    Should I do the same? Is that what you need? Is that what you want?
    How does one move on when everything else feels insignificant...inferior?
    Is this a lesson that needed to be learnt?
    How does one give up a part of themselves and move on like nothing happened?
    -oxo
    BeautifulChaos0007
    You're too far away for my hands to hold,
    but you are close enough for my heart to hold you dear.
    The distance between us feels like an endless sea,
    like a piece of me is missing, and you cary it within your heart.
    However, I fear as if I was merely a passing flame to your light.
    -oxo
    BeautifulChaos0007
    People make time for who they want to make time for.
    People text, call, and reply to people they want to talk to.
    When someone tells you that they are busy, it is not a reflection of their schedule, rather your spot in their schedule.
    Speak with intention, listen to peoples actions, not their words.
    If they can‘t make time for you, they are not worth your time or emotions.
    -oxo
    BeautifulChaos0007
    I never understood long-distance relationships
    Then I fell in love, and now I understand.
    To love means to know how to wait, even when the distance feels like eternity
    Finding someone worth the lonely nights, and quiet mornings
    That the missing piece of your heart will reunite and you can be whole
    That is what a long-distance relationship means to me.
    -oxo
    BeautifulChaos0007
    I think what we all crave in life is a best friend,
    Someone we can’t keep our hands off of.
    The first person we want to talk to in the morning,
    And the last before bed.
    Someone to share our wins and failures together.
    Then being brave enough to embrace it.

    Are you?
    -oxo
    BeautifulChaos0007
    They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, it is usually said with a smile.
    I'm not smiling though, I'm counting down the months, days, hours, until I get to kiss your lips and be wrapped up in your arms.
    It's crazy, loving someone so much that it scares you,
    that it makes your heart ache with need.
    no matter the miles, the tears, the long phone calls, and missed phone calls,
    I want this.
    only with you.
    -oxo
    BeautifulChaos0007
    what I ask is the impossible.
    love me forever:
    love me when all desire is gone,
    when the world in its entirety, and all that you hold sacred advise you against it.
    love me still more
    when every woman you see is more beautiful than the last.
    love me as you relish your loneliness,
    love me as your most treasured childhood memory.
    love me as if I were forever, and I will do the same,
    by loving you as I already do.
    BeautifulChaos0007
    I am not angry.
    I wish I was
    I wish I could cry and kick and scream
    I wish I could tell you that I hate you,
    That you ruined me
    And broke me in half
    But I cannot
    Because I love you
    And I care for you
    Like i said I always would.
    I love you.
    BeautifulChaos0007
    I didn't fall for you because I needed someone--I fell for you because you made my heart feel safe in a way that it hadn't before. You felt like home before I even understood why. I didn't choose you out of loneliness; I chose you because everything about you felt like something I'd been missing my whole life.
    BeautifulChaos0007
    A man who truly wants you won’t put himself into situations where he could lose you. It’s really that simple. He won’t entertain options or cross lines he knows would hurt you. When someone is serious, their action show respect even when you’re not around. Don’t let fear make you lose something amazing.
    BeautifulChaos0007
    “Why do you always want me near?” He asked.
    She smiled faintly, though her eyes were glassy.
    “Because when you’re here, I feel calm. Because your presence makes the world feel safer…quieter. Because when you walk away, my thoughts race and my heart breaks. With you I feel safe. Like I’ve never felt before.”
    BeautifulChaos0007
    I hate the way you talk to me
    And the way you cut your hair
    I hate your big dumb combat boots
    And the way you read my mind
    I hate the way you’re always right
    I hate it when you lie
    I hate it when you make me laugh
    Even worse when you make me cry
    I hate it when you’re not around
    And the fact that you didn’t call
    But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you
    Not even close
    Not even a little bit
    Not even at all
    BeautifulChaos0007
    I have a question. Would you rather be comfortable, or happy?
    It could be a job, relationship, where you live…
    Sometimes the shit we deal with is just because it is what we know, and isn’t good for us mentally/emotionally.
    So tell me, would you rather be comfortable, or happy?
    Me? I would choose happiness. Every day of the week.
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