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  • I’m a hopeless romantic.
    I have a dirty mind, but high standards.
    I want to be treated like a lady, open my door, walk between me and traffic, hold my hand…
    But I want to be totally owned in private, pin me against the door, whisper in my ear as you take what is yours.
    -oxo
    I’m a hopeless romantic.
    I have a dirty mind, but high standards.
    I want to be treated like a lady, open my door, walk between me and traffic, hold my hand…
    But I want to be totally owned in private, pin me against the door, whisper in my ear as you take what is yours.
    -oxo
    I don’t ask for a whole lot. I’m almost annoyingly independent. So when I ask you to show up for me, and you can’t?
    I hope you hear the pain in my silence.
    I hope you realize that I don’t need perfection…just effort.
    -oxo
    Old school love still exists.
    People are just expecting everything to come quickly,
    Or always wondering what is on the other side of the fence.
    No one simply wants to work for it anymore,
    and that is something that most are not ready to hear.
    She’s pretty, but have you noticed how she struggles to hold eye contact?
    …Or how she deflects compliments?
    Did you notice the little things that make her light up?
    …That she comes alive when she is happy, talking as if she can’t get the words out fast enough?
    Did you notice how much she beats herself up over ‘falling short’?
    Sure, she is pretty…
    But, did you notice her?
    -oxo
    🎶 I've been wanderin' all alone...
    Laid my eyes upon you and I came undone.
    Would you marry me in the back 40,
    By the rusty truck and the maple tree,
    A country house and a family,
    we can have that beautiful life...
    I've been runnin' from the light,
    Only darkness 'til you came around...🎶
    You let me go a long time ago, and now I'm wondering...
    Should I do the same? Is that what you need? Is that what you want?
    How does one move on when everything else feels insignificant...inferior?
    Is this a lesson that needed to be learnt?
    How does one give up a part of themselves and move on like nothing happened?
    -oxo
    You're too far away for my hands to hold,
    but you are close enough for my heart to hold you dear.
    The distance between us feels like an endless sea,
    like a piece of me is missing, and you cary it within your heart.
    However, I fear as if I was merely a passing flame to your light.
    -oxo
    People make time for who they want to make time for.
    People text, call, and reply to people they want to talk to.
    When someone tells you that they are busy, it is not a reflection of their schedule, rather your spot in their schedule.
    Speak with intention, listen to peoples actions, not their words.
    If they can‘t make time for you, they are not worth your time or emotions.
    -oxo
    I never understood long-distance relationships
    Then I fell in love, and now I understand.
    To love means to know how to wait, even when the distance feels like eternity
    Finding someone worth the lonely nights, and quiet mornings
    That the missing piece of your heart will reunite and you can be whole
    That is what a long-distance relationship means to me.
    -oxo
    I think what we all crave in life is a best friend,
    Someone we can’t keep our hands off of.
    The first person we want to talk to in the morning,
    And the last before bed.
    Someone to share our wins and failures together.
    Then being brave enough to embrace it.

    Are you?
    -oxo
    They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, it is usually said with a smile.
    I'm not smiling though, I'm counting down the months, days, hours, until I get to kiss your lips and be wrapped up in your arms.
    It's crazy, loving someone so much that it scares you,
    that it makes your heart ache with need.
    no matter the miles, the tears, the long phone calls, and missed phone calls,
    I want this.
    only with you.
    -oxo
    what I ask is the impossible.
    love me forever:
    love me when all desire is gone,
    when the world in its entirety, and all that you hold sacred advise you against it.
    love me still more
    when every woman you see is more beautiful than the last.
    love me as you relish your loneliness,
    love me as your most treasured childhood memory.
    love me as if I were forever, and I will do the same,
    by loving you as I already do.
    I am not angry.
    I wish I was
    I wish I could cry and kick and scream
    I wish I could tell you that I hate you,
    That you ruined me
    And broke me in half
    But I cannot
    Because I love you
    And I care for you
    Like i said I always would.
    I love you.
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