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BendyWendy
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Confession: I find it hard to be truly open about certain things and I've also maintained that certain things shouldn't be said out in the open even in a forum like this, that something's you should always keep for yourself or the most private or trusted of conversations. Whilst I enjoy my time here at FCN and I can be more open here than I can be in any other place, still here I hold things back even if at times I want to shout truths about myself from the rooftops. I could be completely wrong but I feel like I'm probably not the only one who is afraid to admit things about themselves out of fear of how others will react. But that said I'm in a funny mood and I will confess this and I do so not to shock nor provoke but rather feel that it is okay to admit it within this sphere and that I hope that everyone here can be as open on anything they want. That intro sounds like I am going to confess something profound but really it is something rather innocuous. I have as far as I remember had a strong kink for female flatulence. Now that isn't just any woman passing gas, but if I find the woman attractive and I also find her personality attractive then my thoughts at some point my lead me to fantasise about her farting. Though in practice her actual farting would only be arousing in a scenario where she did so in full knowledge of my kink and was comfortable with that. That's just a very brief confession of it though, my relationship with it has always been rather complex.
Well I agree, I think we do hold things back, keep things secret, and although I do see there are reasons for that I also think that we do it too much, to a fault. Perhaps it is fear of being judged - condemned - or maybe just of being embarrassed: but I also think it may be partly due to fear of it being taken as defining me as a slut or as stating a deep truth rather than an immediate and perhaps fleeting feeling. For example I sometimes ache to say something outrageously sexual like "Oh God I need to be fucked until I orgasm" and I mean it but if I said it people might think I am a slut when I am just saying I am horny: or worse, some people might think that because I said that it defines me and I am just an easy fuck toy. OK, I may not have expressed that as well as I hoped...
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