For a few years I’ve had great thoughts about the same sex, I’ve never had an actual encounter. However, I use a dildo simply because I love the feel of it, I also enjoy wearing panties and bras but very very seldom ever have the opportunity to wear them. I’m a 50 year old white male that is married and yet my wife hasn’t sleep in the same bed with me in a year and a half nor have we had sex in that amount of time. I’m so confused about who I really am that it’s just not funny.