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So f*cking tired of never feeling good enough. It's not someone else's doing at this point. It is ingrained in my being from the age of being a toddler. I'm trying to reprogram my thinking with therapy, but then your heart breaks, your anxieties and insecurities go haywire, your brain on overdrive trying to make sense out of nonsense, falling back into old and unhealthy thinking patterns. And there you are, feeling like that little girl again, who felt like no one wanted her and she would never be good enough.

Blergh!! Stop it brain!
For what it’s worth, you are special to me in a way I don’t really show. You were one of my early role models when I first ventured into the forums last year (and still are). So naturally sweet and thoughtful and welcoming to a nervous girl who was still trying to figure things out. I was afraid to post anything in your charades thread and once I did, you (and others) welcomed me with such open arms that I wondered why I ever worried.

Small potatoes with everything you’re feeling now and maybe not very helpful, but I just wanted to share that with you :)
 
For what it’s worth, you are special to me in a way I don’t really show. You were one of my early role models when I first ventured into the forums last year (and still are). So naturally sweet and thoughtful and welcoming to a nervous girl who was still trying to figure things out. I was afraid to post anything in your charades thread and once I did, you (and others) welcomed me with such open arms that I wondered why I ever worried.

Small potatoes with everything you’re feeling now and maybe not very helpful, but I just wanted to share that with you :)
Same !!

I should elaborate a bit. When I first registered after being a guest in chat for ages I was really nervous about the forums, and a bit intimidated by the more established members (thirty be told I still am a bit) but like YBR above, I was made to feel completely welcome, particularly on the charades thread, and it helped me feel less of an outsider.
 
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When people describe you as strong and all you wanna do is yell, "I'm tired of being strong.."

And..as much as I keep it buried down because I think I'm "healed", I'm not and I'm fucked up inside too.. :(
This I can relate to. Ffs I seriously can...what's worse is I feel incredibly weak and I completely do it to myself when I'm "tired of being strong" :confused::(:mad: It's like I knowingly fly the plane with no navigational system!
I'm sorry for venting, but the post was here! Lol *smooches*
 
You ever notice how Home Depot always plays the most panzy music in the world?... You would expect a store where 90% of the clientele are burly men in Carhartt clothes shopping for construction supplies and power tools to maybe play something a bit harder than "Drops of Jupiter" by Train eight times a day (-_-) I feel like I'm at Lilith Fair every time I go to buy a box of screws or a battery, and for the two dozen Savage Garden fans left in the world, Home Depot must be their favorite place.
 
are bitching is better :)
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