Thoughts Post your little thoughts.

Why did your crying and (really it was out right sobbing with tears streaming down your face) your innocence hit me so hard today? I know why you were crying. I was sad too. I wish I wasn't at the scene too. I did my job and tried to compartmentalize it, but ultimately I couldn't and its happening more and more recently. Anyways what I saw today hit me hard.
 
I miss your pretty face and your kind voice. I miss holding your hand, I miss kissing the tip of your nose. I miss watching the sun dance on your red hair, I miss watching the freckles on your face grow as the summer season moves along. I miss you telling me it will all be okay. I miss your patience and understanding, telling eachother about our days , sharing our favourite songs. I miss you
 
Another little thought I've had, and i mean no disrespect by this and I'm not judging.

But.

When someone here posts a sexual photograph of themselves and someone responds with "you've made me hard", or words to that affect, I wonder if thats the normal body response or if im broken.

Because seeing a random person I have no emotional connection to naked, doesn't really do anything for me.

This isn't a jab at the person posting the picture or the person replying to the picture by the way. Its more wondering if me not being turned on by random nudity is odd or not.
 
Another little thought I've had, and i mean no disrespect by this and I'm not judging.

But.

When someone here posts a sexual photograph of themselves and someone responds with "you've made me hard", or words to that affect, I wonder if thats the normal body response or if im broken.

Because seeing a random person I have no emotional connection to naked, doesn't really do anything for me.

This isn't a jab at the person posting the picture or the person replying to the picture by the way. Its more wondering if me not being turned on by random nudity is odd or not.

You’re definitely not alone.
 
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