yeah…that would be how it goes down. Ha.Many years to go am afraid
Thoughts Post your little thoughts.
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am I gonna get shit done today?
Rough days suck, but starting pulmonary therapy to improve my quality of life, but also hearing again that I will never get better, just is always a reminder of all I have lost. The loss of everything I own and life I had. I am happy for my life now but I do miss my career and friends and money I made. I miss being able to just buy what I want when I wanted. I miss my life. Not that I am not happy now but I do miss some things. But I am glad and in hopes to have my quality of life improved. I am also happy I get more time with people and get to know more people. I am glad I have more time, when I worked I didn't have a lot of time. I worked so much and so many hours I had no time for some things and family. So in ways me getting sick has been a blessing. I get more time with my nieces and family.
Was just watching Ob-ama at Rev’ JJ’s funeral, what a speaker that man is.
i guess shutting down pain clinics due to poor success rates makes sense … right? idk. maybe it doesn’t. i wonder what success looks like.
I wish I didn't do what I did and could remember what I actually said.
BBQ, BBQ, BBQ, BBQ!
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I'll probably get in some sort of unforeseen trouble with extra 4-6 hrs of free time I now have Mon - Fri over next few months.
I don't do well mentally when I'm single but a mountain of acquired trust issues makes it hard to meet someone
Do whales feel big and fat, or is that a human thing.
Ants in your pants. Moles in your holes
When people have bad days, emotions run high and people do change sometimes then drift due to circumstances in their lives. Please do not judge unless you truly know them and please do not judge due to past decisions and actions. People do change. You just don't know what has happened to them in that day or past years or what they have truly gone through. Do not judge until you know their story or have walked in their shoes.
Writing, chatting and being who I am, even to the eventual ghosters or the odd folk, is not a waste of my time.
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No people don't change. Personalities don't change. Attitudes don't change. What they change is how they behave in front of others, in the face of concurrent hardships, because they can no longer afford to behave socially and functionally in the manner they did before personal difficulties.
Think about all the people you've ever known in your life and recall their adjusting behavior, then think about all the things they've done or said after their magical transformation. It'll make you realize that hardly anybody, if anybody at all, changes.
Your first line and your last line contradict each other.
Seems like you might have changed during these paragraphs
You know I do not need to defend what I said to you or anyone else. But I believe and know people can change. Everyone has opinions on things. I have read your opinion and will move on with my day. I hope you have a good day
Thank you for sharing your 2 cents on my post and taking the time to read it and react to it. 