I've realised over the last week, that in these forums is one of the only places I can be the cheeky, nerdy, almost slutty person that I am without being judged. I wish real life was the same, but it isn't and I find myself craving the freedom yet connection I have here in my everyday life. Some of the people here are closer than some of my friends outside here and although it saddens me it brings me great joy.
In life the one thing I want to feel is to be loved, not just needed. I know I'm loved in the real world, but I don't feel it. the people in here bring me so close to that feeling.
I think you are all awesome.