Thoughts Post your little thoughts.

Lying out in sun, sprawled out on my towel. Tanning with my daughter & taking about life.

Teaching my oldest how to drive and eventually giving up, letting him keep his seat in the furthest forward position. It still makes me chuckle.

Reading every night to my baby boy before he could even crawl & wondering if he'd love to read as much as me.

Singing and playing my guitar while my son shook the egg shakers along with me. He also loved to sit inside my empty guitar case (he fit perfectly).

Totally reminiscing here... I miss those days so much rn
 
As they say, too much of anything is bad. Too much love is bad. Too much of a connection is bad. Too much of dependency is bad. Being too independent is bad. Moderation in everything you do is the key to a good life.
 
I like to have virtual sexual fun with guys, I like to play with them on cam (mostly JOI). It makes me feel sexy and wanted.
I easily shy away during virtual sexual fun with women, it makes me incomfortable to play with them on cam. I feel like i'm spying of them.

I like some parts of a guy body, but i fucking hate dicks. It's gross, and they can be weapons !
I love every inch of a woman's body. They are godesses !

If a guy touch me irl, my skin crawls and i wanna punch him in the face.
If a woman touch me irl, i wanna purr and stay under her fingertips forever.

I'm not romantically attracted to guys.
I am romantically attracted to women.

Then, with all that, i'm still a virgin... and with my age (30+), i'm scared to death that it gonna scare away any potential woman who might be interested in me.

It's a real MINDFUCK !!!

- Did my past abuses (when i was a kid and a young teen) really fuck me up so badly ?

- Do i enjoy giving pleasure to guys only when they can't potentially hurt me (virtual or dominance) ?

- Why do women intimidate me so much ? Is my self-esteem so low that i don't feel worthy of their interest, their touch, their love... and that's what makes me incomfortable ?

Rahhhh... FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
 
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Ughh I'm gonna smack everyone at wendy's... Went there for spicy nuggets since they're back and I go only to be told they don't have any at the moment. Ughhhh :/ it's hot AF and went across town too...
 
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