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It’s been a couple of years that I’ve been roaming around the internet, talking with people who feel unwell or lost. I’ve always been an emotional sponge but I tried to help however I could. Sometimes I ended up sacrificing myself, and eventually either they left or I did.

I don’t see myself as a savior. Just someone who’s been in the abyss long enough to not want anyone else to go through it. People are stronger than they think, but sometimes a bit of kindness can change more than we realize. So I tried.

That’s it.
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A few people on here knew I was married. My husband died in a long term care facility where he spent the last five years. The hospital was able to get me there in time to hold him and say goodbye. His sibling died a few weeks ago. My parents are looking after all of the logistics. My father will drive me up North to the woods when I’m up to it, to scatter his cremains where he’ll be united with his sibling. Hold those you love tight. The marriage was over but I kept my promises made to both of them. ❤️
 
Ive been told that I still have a purpose being here seveal times now by just about everyone I meet. With a different perspective on life, I've been exploring the new aspects of my humanity. Even though I am not the whole person i used to be, I still have my humor, my tendernes, and insatiable appetite to experience new highs. I will battle the constant pains, the deep lows, and greive my losses. Bring it on I say! Let me be a beacon of brightness!
 
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