I often have this feeling that i wasn't ment to be here, doing the things that I'm doing now. When i get the feeling i go into a deep daydream and see the world from space, i see it as a disgusting place, where people everywhere are trapped by the rules of society and if they don't conform they are outcast from what is considered to be normal. I feel everyone's suffering, for it is my own, we were meant to live life as we, the individual sees fit, not by what a group of high and mighty rich fucks want it to be. Sometimes i feel like we're being watched by extraterrestrial life and instead of feeling fear, i feel shame and embarrassment for what the human being is capable of. Such violence and greed, its a wonder why they haven't exterminated our kind yet, unless they get a sick pleasure out of watching us kill ourselves.