“Who knows what tomorrow holds?
Just wanna live my life the way I want
What fills up my soul is passionate
Music that makes me want to sing…
My story will be starring me just like yours, oh, whoa… Who knows when will it end?
What matters most is how you bring joy to life, so~”
Do you also find the darkness of night comforting? I’ve always liked it because it’s a time when no one bothers me, and I can just be by myself. I enjoy the peace, but sometimes it leaves me feeling alone, wondering if there are others out there doing the same. Are they thinking of me like I’m thinking of them? Do they miss me? Or am I just another guy they made memories with, slowly becoming just a memory?
I don't think many people realize it, but every conversation means more to me than I'll probably ever admit. When they say goodnight and go back to their lives, while I sit alone in my room, still looking at the screen after they've already gone... staring at an empty chat, just hoping I gave them a reason to smile today. I wonder if they ever think about our conversations after they end... because I sure know I do.
“Another wander in the night
Let me paint the view
Color a town with my light
For every moment shared with you
Not out in the day
But never fully gone
Going to be back again
Until the coming of a dawn~”
“When stars smile at the moon
Wonder how it looks in your eyes
I need that smile, so close, always thinking of you… Up in the sky, high.
The moon reaches stars, If you hold me tight…. Feel your heartbeat, so close - would this last long?”
“The most painful thing isn’t a cut or broken nose. The most painful thing is seeing the people you have made memories with, slowly become memories.”
-A lonely legend
“Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days“
Something that has really helped me throughout the years has been LoFi music…Saw that classic LoFi Girl stream in my recommended about 4-5 years ago and decided to give it a shot…It has helped me through my problems over the years, go to it to calm myself or relax to this day…This was one of the first LoFi songs I heard on that stream years ago that really stuck to me.
Definitely just a guy thing but man when I finally sit down and trim my beard so its all nice and neat now…Makes me feel like a new man~
(Especially now that my damn mustache will stop tickling my nose xD)
Welp just realized when I gave my computer a factory reset...I forgot to back up my Minecraft game files, So my world I spent easily over 100 hours on is now gone. I was so proud of it too... (Even though literally no one would ever see it besides me xD)
Guess I'm not playing Minecraft anytime soon-
"I cant tell you how to see me
Just a cage of bones, theres nothing inside
Will it unleash me, burning down the walls?
Is there a way for me to break?
Im a shapeshifter, at Poe's masquerade
Hiding both face and mind, all free for you to draw...
I'm a shapeshifter; have no face to show...
Please dont take off my mask, My disguise..."
…I wonder if they still think about me, All those I have helped throughout my life…Do they remember me fondly? Those I miss, Those who I wish I still talked with, Those who meant the world to me. It hurts when they grow to forget me…Yet I could never forget them, Maybe I am selfish? Envious? Or perhaps I am just another lonely bastard doing my best to give others what I so desperately lack myself…
"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depths.These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."
- Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
“ People come and they go…
Some people may stay with you though,
I am all alone tonight And I…
Kept on asking myself questions…
Conceited I was at time,
I never really doubted myself…
But tonight got me thinking 'bout it all,
If I am the fool or what not.”
“ Around the world I slowly dance,
Whenever our eyes meet
You know you leave me in a trance…
It means everything to me,
Looking down below
The one I seek to find,
No matter where you might go…
Remember you'll be on my mind. “
" Two hands meet at Zenith,
Nothing comes between us,
Dancing like ballerinas
Under, the moonlight all night long...
How these plain and simple scenes
Get painted so vividly by you...
I just wanna stay with you. "