I tell her that she is beautiful, stunning,
so much so that I grow to hate h
myself for it.
Beautiful in ways she does not believe matter,
and in ways I know most others do not appreciate.
I tell her that she is beautiful,
what I mean is that
who she is,
is beautiful.
It disturbs me at 12:53am, wakes me,
reminds me how it felt pressing her chest first against the wall,
grabbing a fistful of her hair by the roots.
How she arches her back, leaning her hips into me.
My teeth sinking into her right shoulder,
how it made her bite her bottom lip
and the growl that escaped her.
I can still taste her, and I can still feel my hands on her.
I can still feel her wet through her panties ,
I can still see the longing,
the wild,
the near begging in her eyes.
I still recall the bated breaths afterwards,
the way her hair fell around us both,
and her nails on my chest and back.
Laying naked, exposed to the other, the chill hits us, cools our bodies, and we count the minutes before we are ready again.
I see her, and I do not see what others see.
I see more, I suppose, because I’ve felt more of her.
I’ve felt more, I suppose, because I’ve given more of myself.
Who she is,
is beautiful,
and not everyone will see her that way.
I love that idea most of all.
J. Raymond
so much so that I grow to hate h
myself for it.
Beautiful in ways she does not believe matter,
and in ways I know most others do not appreciate.
I tell her that she is beautiful,
what I mean is that
who she is,
is beautiful.
It disturbs me at 12:53am, wakes me,
reminds me how it felt pressing her chest first against the wall,
grabbing a fistful of her hair by the roots.
How she arches her back, leaning her hips into me.
My teeth sinking into her right shoulder,
how it made her bite her bottom lip
and the growl that escaped her.
I can still taste her, and I can still feel my hands on her.
I can still feel her wet through her panties ,
I can still see the longing,
the wild,
the near begging in her eyes.
I still recall the bated breaths afterwards,
the way her hair fell around us both,
and her nails on my chest and back.
Laying naked, exposed to the other, the chill hits us, cools our bodies, and we count the minutes before we are ready again.
I see her, and I do not see what others see.
I see more, I suppose, because I’ve felt more of her.
I’ve felt more, I suppose, because I’ve given more of myself.
Who she is,
is beautiful,
and not everyone will see her that way.
I love that idea most of all.
J. Raymond
